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Run! Hide! The paparazzi are coming! Everyone
wants a piece of a celebrity author! Come on, come on, come
on!
I open my eyes, blink at my husband standing by the bedside, a
human alarm clock, and realize that no, I’m not a celebrity
after all. I’m a writer, and fantasy of all kinds (even
the kind that shows up when I’m sleeping) is my bread and
butter. For now it’s six AM. My husband is almost
ready for work and wanting to visit until it’s time for him
to leave. I’m one of those instantly awake persons
(yes, my kind is annoying I know) and I love the morning best of
all, so, pleased to be up, I throw on casual clothes, trot downstairs
and make the coffee.
It’s ready. Take a deep breath. Ah! Who
needs the bright lights and cheers of adoring fans when a cup of
caffeine offers such ecstasy? Not me. I’m a
total java junkie and proud of it. I chat with my husband
about what’s in the newspaper this morning, but soon he’s
off to work.
Alone in my house, I survey my surroundings. Housework calls (I’ve
neglected it while writing my latest book), but there is more to
write and housework is…well, it’s housework. Let
me see…I can choose a neat environment or I can choose to
spend my morning fantasizing about a hunky guy (Justin) falling
in love with a killer woman (Lorelei)? Hmmm, what a choice! I
sneer at the dust on the table and march to my computer. The
hunky guy wins today.
But first, I run through my morning routine. Check the email,
catch up on professional news, call my mother and exercise (okay,
sometimes I exercise. Really. Sometimes).
Then on to writing. I try to write until lunchtime, at a
desk that is messy but also covered in comforting objects given
to me by family members: the stuffed koala from my oldest son’s
mission trip to Australia, the miniature globe from my youngest
son, the stuffed penguin from my husband (given to me after we
watched that show where the male penguins watched the eggs while
the females toddled off together, presumably to have lunch and
gossip about their men). A poster of Einstein pulling the
planets out of a magician’s hat hangs over my desk (don’t
ask. It just looks cool and it doesn’t distract me). There
are bulletin boards covered with bits and pieces of paper with
important information I keep telling myself I might need someday
but in fact rarely remember to look at. There’s a pink
silk rose, symbolic of my long ago first sale and an autographed
photo of a former Chicago Bear. Bookcases overflow. Post-its
are everywhere. Resting my fingers on the familiar keys,
I give them a brief clack, getting ready to write. And then
I’m off. The story takes shape. I am in heaven.
For twenty, thirty, maybe even forty-five minutes I type away. Then
I get up. I rarely sit for an entire hour without taking
a tour of the house. Movement seems to stir my creativity. My
morning is broken into a pattern of type, pace, type, pace, take
a shower, type, pace, get a cup of coffee, type, pace, pace, type,
type, type, pace. Breaking only for lunch, the occasional
errand or (guilty gulp here) to check my email many times, I continue
to pace and write until the writing day is over. But…it’s
never really over. I’ve yet to meet a writer who can
turn off the inner genie. Ideas fly at you when you least
expect them. Pick up a rutabaga at the grocery store and
the next thing you know, an amazing idea will be zipping through
your brain. You get used to it. Pull out paper and
a pen and jot it down. Try not to laugh or scream “yes!” because
the idea is so fantastic it will change the world. Remain
calm and go back to your rutabaga. If you did actually say
something, smile politely at the people now staring at you. Do
not try to explain that you are a writer and just had an aha! Moment.
No one ever believes that and you will just look even crazier.
But,
back to my day (excuse me for digressing). For practical
purposes, the writing day usually ends at four o’clock. I
love to walk at the end of the day to get the kinks out and to
make up for the exercise I failed to do earlier. I live near
the city in a village with lots of big old houses (not mine) and
big old trees. There’s a gorgeous red brick city hall
with a fountain, flower boxes and several pretty blocks of little
shops and restaurants. In the summer, the downtown is filled
with people. My husband and I frequently stroll there and
have dinner at a little restaurant that has a cozy beer garden
out back, or we buy coffee, find a bench and just sit there contented
to live in such a lovely town where a person can still walk everywhere
or catch the train into the city.
We’ve traveled a lot in our lives and will travel again,
but these quieter times are nice, too. Life is good. And
if things get a little slow, there’s always Justin and Lorelei
to fill the hours (or Derek and Marie or Gabriel and Amelia or
all the other characters yet to be born).
The housework can wait a while longer. There are stories
to write and dreams to dream. I choose to dream.
And every night (and every day), I do. |